Running from The Tide

Most people will tell you to think more. People these days just don't think enough. Everyone says things without calculating them through and words, actions, movements, scenes are always somehow going wrong because some shmuck decided they didn't want to think first, just do. I'm not that shmuck. I'm the opposite of that shmuck. I think so much my mind doesn't want to shut up and when it does, I'll endlessly question and overanalyse what in the world is going on for my mind not to be completely overwhelmed with constant thought. 

I'm a thinker. Never quite going for the moment because I'm overanalysing what's going to happen in ten days from the moment. My thoughts are very dramatic. It's healthy to completely pick every part of an action apart until you understand exactly what the fuck is going on. Twelve. It's been twelve days of endless thought that I've spent getting lost in one person and when it finally decides to grant me some kind of normality and action becomes reaction I ruin it all with my thoughts.

Overanalyse.