Catching My Breathe

Last week was a lot. This week is getting back to normality. My boss is back in town and so my mind doesn't get to wander as much at work anymore. That being said, life is still all encompassing. He is still all encompassing. I don't know what's scarier sometimes : the thought of losing someone I can care about or having someone care about me the same way. Yesterday was different. It feels different now. I'm not counting the goodbyes anymore. I'm waiting for the hellos; anticipating, expecting, needing more hellos. He's a constant. We're a constant.

Constantly encompassing.