This is a rather early weekend post but I wanted to get something up on my blog and honestly guys, I'm bloody exhausted. I have been working for two days straight now and I have a full day today, Saturday, Monday and Tuesday. I am basically going mad with exhaustion. Working in shops during Christmas time is so brutal and exhausting. The people are all for some reason cranky even though apparently it is the most wonderful time of the year, the coworkers are all in bad moods because they're bloody tired and exhausted as well and the weather even sucks. I genuinely come home, force myself to work out, maybe browse cyber space a bit and then sleep like the dead. It's been an exhausting crazy week. I'm looking very forward to this whole Christmas debacle being over. I also have been going through some stupid stuff with my family and people in general, I don't know in a weird way I'm just done with everything. I really have been struggling with realising you can't depend on anyone this entire year and learning you won't be missed by anyone so make your time worth it. I think that's been the biggest lesson I've had to fight through these past 12 plus months. I'm just looking forward to a new year and a fresh start. I also have gotten back into dieting or just changing my diet positively and working out every night. I will tell you, doing Insanity after a 7 hour shift running around can be such a b**** but I've been pushing myself. I am going to be going on vacation to California in February and would like to lose about 10 more pounds until then. I have lost a total of 64 so far this year so I am genuinely hoping to drop those last 10 to 15 as well. Other than that, life's really boring. I had some interesting experiences at work this week but life's pretty mellow yet hectic.
I hope ya'll had a good week as well and are a little more pumped about Christmas than I am. Let me know about your weekend plans or anything exciting happening in your life. I'd love to hear it!