I haven't gotten flowers in a very long time. And I missed it. So today I went for a drive and bought myself flowers. I opted against the bouquet type sunflowers I always admire and went for something I can help keep alive. I just wanted something alive in my life that was new and that I could watch and appreciate. The peculiar thing and the reason I believe I'm even rambling on about this is because as I was checking out and seeming a little silly for this big gesture towards myself; the cashier asked who the flowers were for. And isn't that just so strange? Not many people buy flowers for themselves. Girls like me will want flowers but won't get them themselves and then pout because they're flowerless. I just, I bought flowers today.